My Dream

This morning i woke up from a wonderful dream, like really this is my dream in a real sense more than just a thing that happens when you go to sleep, it is something i have wanted forever and ever. In my dream I was playing elfaba in the musical, Wicked! Can you believe it?! And I was doing a great job. I sound super cocky, but what can I say, I was. The one problem was that we didn't get to practice first so I was relying solely on my one time musical seeing experience to get through the part. Since I was little my dream has been to play a part on broadway, and this particular part would be perfect, PERFECT. Oh goodness i cannot even explain how good it felt to be doing exactly what I wanted to do, even though it turned out to be only a dream. So, I want to make it happen, from this point forward I want to try out for everything, and make myself who I really want to be. Who knows if it will ever happen for me, but I will work harder than anyone before.

What you want and what you get

It turns out that not only do you not usually get what you want, but you also end up with something so different and ridiculous and unexpected and even opposite of what you want. And by you, i actually mean me but who knows, it might be true of you too. Ugh. It can make a person so angry to see all the not what you wants pile up and all the what you wants be tossed to the side because someone else has a different idea of what is good for you. But anger is probably not the best response, you know... maybe a different approach would be better but I can't always make the best choice. It is not possible. I can try and try and try but still mistakes will be made and dealing with it sucks, but is unnavoidable. What I want to say is, (to quote The Smiths) Please, Please, Please, Let me get what I want, lord knows it would be the first time. But it wouldn't be the first time, it would probably be the second or perhaps the third. And it is not to say that what i want always turns out to be what is best for me. But still sometimes i want to see how getting what i want would turn out. It can't always be such a bad thing. Someday, I suppose.

I made these!

The Betsy


The Betsy-Long

The Ruth

The Olive Lee

I eventually will have an Etsy page set up to sell these on, but for now, this plug is all I have got, so if you are interested contact me any way you would like, or leave me a comment on this post.

Capitol Reef National Park

If i were to name for you my favorite places in the world, this national park would HAVE to be one of them. I love it, have always loved it and will continue to love it FOREVER. And this sunday, for once in my life i actually brought a camera to it. Due to this wonderful demonstration of foresight, you will get to witness the joys of my terrible photography. Without further ado, things i saw in capitol reef
A horse Eating a tree

A pair of randomly discarded socks

A fire-hydrant

A heart shaped hole in the ground

A bridge

The flower Horton's city of who's is found on

A stop sign

Ants, and yes that is my finger blocking the lense

A naturally occurring staircase

A beautiful blue bellied lizard

And a whole bunch of AMAZING redness and greeness









Wow, I really really really really really really really really really really love this place!