J-tube

So, this feeding tube on my face has been getting a wee bit annoying... And when I met with my doctor on Wednesday, he suggested having a jejunostomy tube inserted.  So, a week from Monday I will meet with a surgeon to discuss the insertion of just such a tube.  Hopefully it will be inserted over spring break so I won't have to miss any school.  It's not the ideal situation, but it does have major benefits such as, not being on my face, not being down my throat or pushing awkwardly on my uvula, and it is swimmable, which is kind of sweet.  Once it's inserted, I'm thinking of looking at my alternative medicine options since the regular doctor stuff seems to have run out,  it's a party peeps.

What to Do With My Life

I think all the time about what it is that I want to do with my life. I feel like I want to do something amazing in whichever field I decide to go into.  The problem is, I can't decide what field to go into. I will now elaborate on things that I love (They are in no particular order):

1.  I love to sing. I love it.  I love being in front of people, performing.  Seriously, it's sweet. And, I'm even pretty good at it.

2. I love to laugh, and to make others laugh... I super dig it. Almost nothing can make me as happy as making someone laugh.

3. I love learning stuff and talking about things that I learn.  It's awesome.

Those are three of the things that I really love a lot.  I would love to be able to do those three things professionally. Be funny, Sing stuff, and learn stuff to talk about.  I have always had secret and not so secret dreams of fame.  I want my name to be known.  I know its silly and maybe a little impossible.  But I really like it.  And I really want to go for it.  Good thing I am absolutely gorgeous.