In recent days, perhaps even months, my life has been a bit of a confusing mess. I have been happy, but I have also been floundering a bit. Then yesterday I realized something: I will get what I want, and it will be wonderful.
I also realized something else, it's not going to happen overnight. Anything worth having, is worth waiting for. I am soon to go on a mission, to Korea and it will be fantastic, no doubt.
Someday I will be married and begin creating a beautiful family. The thing I want probably more than anything else. And when that day comes, the man who I marry will be just as excited and ready as I am. And it will be hard. And it will be crazy. And it will be beautiful.
I am ready now to just see how things go. To work hard and explore myself until I find me, one hundred percent. And now, I continue my exploration.
